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July 9, 2008

It’s been a long time since I updated this blog. Any way. This would not be a usual post or blog entry for me. Just the fact that I’m using a different language suggest that the content of this entry is very far from my previous blog posts. This will get very dramatic, these are some of the things that I’ve been hiding and encapsulating(naks technical hehehe) within my self for a very very long time. Well here it goes.

I don’t know why but I have a tendency to go for something that would hurt me severely. Something that would benefit other people that I would not like to benefit from me. I’m talking about helping a friend who your very much in love with. I mean she would tell you that she has a problem about a guy who is courting her and i end up helping her about it. For some reason that I don’t know what, I can’t tell her that I am in love with her. Damnit!